{"id":103,"date":"2008-08-30T15:37:58","date_gmt":"2008-08-30T12:37:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.totheeast.com\/blog\/?p=103"},"modified":"2008-08-30T15:37:58","modified_gmt":"2008-08-30T12:37:58","slug":"returning-to-my-first-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.totheeast.com\/blog\/2008\/08\/returning-to-my-first-love\/","title":{"rendered":"Returning to my First Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s looking like this will be a theme in my life and blog posts for a while.\u00a0 I&#8217;m in a real season of refreshment, and it&#8217;s amazing.\u00a0 I can already see, too, that this refreshment is just the beginning.\u00a0 The things God is reminding me of right now are things that He wants for everyone.\u00a0 I hope you are encouraged by this.<\/p>\n<p>People that know me pretty well know that I am an emotional and sensitive guy, and that has been compounded over the last couple of weeks as God&#8217;s been reminding me in very real ways how important I am to Him.\u00a0 It\u2019s a wonderful time.\u00a0 I&#8217;m filled with so much joy, and often tears, as I go through the day and God brings to my mind truths that I&#8217;ve known for so long.\u00a0 During this time, though, He&#8217;s reminding me of these truths and pressing them past my mind and deep into my heart.<\/p>\n<p>My favorite verse for a long time has been John 17:3.\u00a0 This is when Jesus is praying, and He says:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>God did not save me out of my sin to just change my destination when I die.\u00a0 I&#8217;m not meant to just do all of these religious duties throughout life in hopes that one day I will escape a fiery judgment and have eternal pleasure in Heaven.<\/p>\n<p>No!\u00a0 That&#8217;s falling way too short of the goodness of God.\u00a0 True eternal life is something that I have <strong>now<\/strong>!\u00a0 It is the ability to personally know the one true God.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t even understand this.\u00a0 How is this possible?\u00a0 He&#8217;s so far above and beyond me, that there&#8217;s no logical way that I can even approach me.\u00a0 I mean, who am I out of the more than 6 billion people on this planet?<\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s true.\u00a0 It&#8217;s all over the Bible.\u00a0 God is crazy about me!<\/p>\n<p>As I mentioned in my last post, music has played a huge role in this, too.\u00a0 The lyrics that have really kept pushing this revelation along have been from \u201cScenes\u201d by Charlie Hall:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I see You in every scene<br \/>\nI bet You are thinking of me<br \/>\nI have such a short memory<br \/>\nStill You keep reminding me of You<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>That is pretty much the theme of my life right now.\u00a0 God is constantly reminding me that He is thinking about me.\u00a0 That sounds so simple, right?\u00a0 I mean, big deal.\u00a0 Someone&#8217;s thinking about me.\u00a0 But when it&#8217;s the God of the universe, it is a big deal!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m being reminded of and being shown lots of new verses about this.\u00a0 Here&#8217;s just a sample:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!<br \/>\nHow great is the sum of them!<br \/>\n<em>If<\/em> I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;<br \/>\nWhen I awake, I am still with You.<\/p>\n<p><em>Psalm 139:17-18<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>The great part about all of this is that it is not just for me.\u00a0 I knew many people back in the US that were just worn out from life and felt like God was so distant from them.\u00a0 I know I&#8217;ve felt like that countless times.\u00a0 What amazing hope it gives me to know that He is always thinking about me.\u00a0 Even when I feel rejected, alone, and forgotten, God is thinking of me.<\/p>\n<p>Wow, let that sink in.\u00a0 I think we could all use a reminder 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